BREAKING OUT OF ROUTINE

I've been feeling a compulsive need to break out of routine, since, I don't know, birth. It's an ongoing battle between entwining myself with responsibilities and anchors, and then shaking free of the encumbrances once I begin to feel suffocated. This desire to escape the confines that I create myself, propells my life forward. It's just that I long for more (as I'm sure do most people inwardly) then the daily grind. The world I find to be a very curious place. And WORK takes up so much of your goddamn time, I never feel as though there is adequate time to dedicate to my multitude of interests, explore the many ideas I wonder about, and see the places I dream of seeing. Perhaps, (as people suggest) I may just not have found the right occupation. I just need to focus! However, I find Focus to be difficult and sometimes limiting (not always), when the beauty in the world is in the rich and varied diversity of matter and ideas. I believe, I need to reincarnate a multitude of times in order to possibly live all the lives I want to live!!