Introduction

(c)  AdelyaKuaysheva of We heart it

I always think and think. 

I think of things that I think a 21-year old like me should not think about. Those people who have the same age as me think nothing of the things I think. 

An example of the things that I think:

I wonder what would happen if I were born not on this present time, but in the future or in the past. I wonder what would happen? 

Will I still be the way I am now? My feelings, thoughts, actions and attitude. Will they be the same? 

Will I still meet those people whom I've met in the past of the present time? Will they still be the same-their totality- or not? Will I love or hate them just the way I feel towards them now?

How about my surroundings? My family? My situation?

Everything. Will they be different or will they be the same?

If they would be different, would the me-my present totality-now exist in the past? Or will it only stay in the present, that is, now. 

Would my thinking be the same? 

This is an example of what I think. 

Probably, there are other young ones who have the same thinking as mine. Do they also feel tired? Do they think of these as bothersome or important?

I wonder.

I always feel tired with thinking.